Thursday, May 19, 2011
sometimes i dont really understand, my efforts and her efforts isnt it the same? why those things that she dont like or lazy to do i have to cover up. and i have to accept her bad attitude. what the hell. that is it that the things she do is more obvious that everyone will see that she is hardworking . but just one simple things she completes, she require me to do everything, the only things she does was to join everything to gether. and i was the one to make everything. stupid fucking attitude.
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2:08 AM
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Sunday, February 20, 2011
why doesn anyone willing to listen to me? i told her long ago alr, that if she keep doing that something will happen , and she listen thru the left, go out thru the right ear. and now, something bad really happen. i really dunno what i am going to do. and i have to keep up with the nagging and complains! can it be stopped. sometimes i want myself to be deaf. she alr have a bad record, regradless anywhere. i don wish to hope for the worst, but hope that she doesn get probation and expelled from sch..
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6:23 PM
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Sunday, February 6, 2011
7 feb, 5th day of cny. which to me is almost offically over. during cny also thnking about hw yet i keep procrestinating. and friday is submittion, tue is printing . which i am still at 3dmax -_-. no face to see ys. always tell him that will fb him about the process of project. but always nv; because there is no progress!
last 20m of the race, you can decide to sprint all the way to the finishing line, or just fall. and fail the race. this was what Mr Paul, my secondary 4 english teacher said during a month away from Os last year. hang on till the end. since it is not far away alr.
JIAYOUS!!
loved, shirley.
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8:56 PM
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Sunday, January 9, 2011
爱，有很多种方法，有时候放手，看着心爱的人，去寻找他自己的幸福 也是一种爱。
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11:55 AM
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Friday, December 24, 2010
today is my birthday and thanks to watsons hfc ;) i got 3 presents alr! one from nurul, karen and hairu . nurul gave me a chocolate and a adidas gift set ! karen specially deliver a choco cake for me from secret recipe! although is common but hai ru give me 2 oreo biscuits. thanks lots guys. and i got alot of wishes from sms and facebook! replying them took some time! but thanks well appeciated!
today one random guy from facebook that i din know, nv see before told me he looking for gf -_-. guess what he is 26 years old. 9years older. asked me do you have bf? are you looking for one? hey im interested in you. do you have hp? can we exchange? what the hell. 26 years old. -_- even older dhen my brother . he got to know from my brother gf -_- added me from there. it will be a long drag... -_- can somebody help me ?
comtinuous worked for 10 days 12-10... non stop and i have been pushing my school work . must prioritise alr. if not when sch reopen it will be hell.
loved, shirley
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11:53 AM
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Sunday, December 5, 2010
so tired, after settling school, comes family, after settling family comes work. after work comes school again. there is no quietness anywhere. must i run away from all these to have peace?
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6:13 AM
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Friday, November 26, 2010
she came back today, together with her sticky tape -_-
i got to know the news just 1 hr ago. i haven thought of how am i going to face her again, this problem. so i decided to run away frm this today, decided to go to sleep. i heard her waking me up, i woke up but i pretended to sleep. i knew that i wasn ready to face her . i dunno what i am suposed to do. she called me alot of times, but i don wan to answer. and so she left a note. and her number. i stared at the number. what should i do? should i sms her or i should pretend tht i didn see anything. my mum asked when i woke up after she left. did i sms her? my only reply was , i dunno. even i wanted to , what must i say?
back then i was so utterly disappointed with her. one that i doted on so much, that can because of other elements treated me . my mind now is in a mess. sch, project, submittion, work at watsons, home, and so many other things. dunno where to start, where to continue.
but after thinking a whole day, i will priortize my sch work first. which is the most important thing now.
Loved, shirley
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8:41 AM
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