Friday, September 10, 2010
halleluya. i got spre throat and flu at the same time and fever is coming its way. today my mum asked that did i fight with my sister cus my response abt her was = silence. what should i reply instead . at that time i supposed that it was the best response. today i was damm tired after work. and had to walk all the way to the library to return the library book, because it wasn used my card to borrow.
actually i don mind paying the library fines, but that was a promise i made that i will return the due date and i don wish to break it. so i walked all the way and went home after that . i stoned in front of the tv for a few hours when my mind was nt on the tv,
how long have i had to wait for someone to stop treating me like their maid, when i will be appeciated of what i put in, what i have done . guess that i will have to wait long. i don like to tell ppl what i feel, what i want or what is going on. to me what is the purpose of telling when they dunno and after they knew it, what they going to do to change the fact? i wrote it down here doesn mean i want to show.
it is that someday , i wished that i wil not be taken for granted. to be appeciated. and not that i am supposed to be there. to be there 24/7 to help you. it is not that i got nothing better to do. stop treating me like your maid.
to someone, thanks alot. for back stabbing me. haha. i appeciate that.
watching 101 dalmations now. it is 12.23am , tml working full shift yet i am watching show now.
Loved, shirley.
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9:15 AM
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